As a child who is lazy, reckless, and unaware of my surroundings, I genuinely believe I am going to be the absolute worst driver on the road. Now, keep in mind that my parents are also aware of how truly awful I am at driving. This past September, I received my permit. Totally almost failed the test...which (for my own self-esteem) doesn't need to be talked about, but I really thought I was going to be one of the best drivers, as we all now know, I was completely wrong.
The drive home from the DMV(the same day as I received my permit), for some reason, my parents thought it was a cute idea to take me on the highway??? Bye. The only time I drove before this instance was a couple times in my friend's cars for like a minute, and maybe in a parking lot once or twice. I did not know how to switch gears (even though it literally has the letters instructing me for what button to easily click), but like I said, I am reckless. I pulled out of the DMV parking lot, and I hit the gas pedal instead of the brake pedal. This ended up in me completely driving into the middle of oncoming traffic going 50 mph, and I'm just stuck in the middle of the road like a literal toddler. Luckily all the traffic stopped for me, I would say about...10 cars. As I arrived home, my mother asked me to pull into the garage, I then proceeded to scratch all of the car's rims <3! Ever since then, I've gotten a little better at driving, and more aware of my surroundings, until the time of my driving lesson with the school came. I apologized to my instructor in advance, and then later proceeded to run a red light and a couple stop signs.
I wouldn't say I'm PROUD of my driving skills, but I should have expected nothing more from myself. I get my actual license in March. Will I fail the test? Absolutely. Although, I do think I've been driving really controlled and calm lately, so you never know. All I can say is that I need a miracle.
(My parents are now aware of how awful I am at driving, and will not let me on the road unless they know I'm ready)
Christoper Apruzzi
I was truly shocked by your response. I know you and I know your driving skills have improved, I was bad at driving also and I got better, so I hope you can also. I got a driving instructor and I know it helped me a lot.
ReplyDeleteI can totally relate to your experience. I've had my permit for three months and still haven't touched the wheel yet. I just have that feeling that I would be a terrible driver. I'm also pretty scared to drive, so my parents aren't forcing me to drive yet, but soon enough I'm going to have to learn.
ReplyDeleteThis post amazed and terrified me at the same time. I'm glad that you have calmed down a little and that your parents will make sure that you are being safe. I love how open you are about your experience. I think its great how open and honest you. Remeber: practice makes perfect! With that being said, if you ever need a ride anywhere, please do not hesitate to ask me, for everyone's safety.
ReplyDeleteWow! This post was an absolute roller coaster to read. But yes, as someone who has been able to experience your driving abilities first-hand, I would have to agree with your parents. There is always room for improvement! As Kiera has previously stated, practice makes perfect. It is so great that you have started to calm down and control your driving, though!
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